分手後不要做朋友

刪掉你手機的訊息　清空你專屬的抽屜
如果可以的話　多想　從來沒認識過你

置身少了你的空景　何時不再觸景傷情
雨滴和淚滴　總是會混在一起

你愛我　你傷我　不算什麼
反正我　絕不說　我多難過
有你的我　沒有你的我　往後日子都得過

你內疚　你難受　別告訴我
免得我　又搞錯　當作承諾
諒解背後的顫抖　誰關心過


我不堅強　分手後不要做朋友
我不善良　不想看你牽她的手
該怎麼走　就怎麼走
不必那麼努力演灑脫輕鬆

就算寂寞　分手也不要做朋友
就算宇宙　早就安排好這結果
你曾經牢牢地　在我生命裡附著
我要如何去假裝　我沒有愛過



終於不必為你掛心　終於多點愛給自己
好過不好過　都已跟你沒關係

Pre-birthday celebration Part I

This day has finally reached. It was a pre-birthday celebration night for my bestie, Shannie. It was a long waited day since it's quite hard for all of us to gather around.

Jying & me. This was our very first time we went to Cuvée together.

Theng & me, took this photo when everyone was busying dress up themselves nicely.

As someone requested. :)

Jying, driver of the night ! Hees (though she ended up drunk)

Bonding day with my youngest sis

The time that I spend with my family is getting lesser and lesser as day goes by cause I'm currently studying at other states which is Kampar, Perak. Few weeks ago, I finally managed to have a date with my youngest sister. I'm blessed that we both finally make it because we've been always busy with our own stuffs such as homeworks, assignments and etc.

We've decided to go to Gurney Paragon which is a new opening shopping mall and it's also one of the trending place most Penangites will go right now. We had some shopping and then we had our lunch at Sushi Zanmai.

While waiting for the foods to be served, we camwhored. :-) 

 Chicken Katsudon.

谁晓得？

很庆幸，去年的某月某日，我遇上了这位男生。

一个斯斯文文，乖巧读书虫，一点都不像我会看上的男生

或许，爱情若能看得出，那就不算是爱情了。

他的出现，没有人晓得有多么的重要。

没有人能了解，没有人能体会，即便是他自己。

他，一个能够让我在短短时间内，走出前一段伤痛的人。=)

我不懂，当我对一段感情开始认真时，无法让人相信我的认真。

或许我看起来真的让外人觉得我很不定性。

怎么都好，有了男朋友，是件开心的事，不是吗？

这并不表示，男朋友可以取代了所有人。

男朋友重要，朋友们重要，家人们更是重要。

有时候，我真的很想大声地说，谁晓得?

大家都很好。真的。

或许是我不懂表达，不懂让人家晓得我的懂得。

怎么都好，即使我多爱他，我还是不会忘记去爱我周遭的人。 

我会努力的。^.^   :3

Seasons never stay the same

I'm totally out of ideas how and what to say.

A thing like this, happens again and again.

The only different is, character changes year by year.

Who knows, who will be the next ?

Hmm.

I ain't the past few years girl anymore, as time goes by.

Emotion is not suitable to be the solution.

But what I'm trying to emphasize on is,

I wouldn't say any single word on an issue like this. 

Not blaming anyone on this.:)

You might be right, you might be wrong.

I might be right, I might be wrong too.

It happened, I was sad, or maybe I'm still.

Trying my best to let thing be.

I know, thing will slowly fade away, for sure.

Time is needed to think,

Time is needed to speak,

Time is needed to digest,

Time is needed to observe,

Time is needed to stay calm,

absolutely.

All the seasons never stay the same,

No matter how hard I've been trying for.

Maybe, Bruno Mars is right.

Happiness will find me, leave the unhappiness behind me.

Today my life begins.

*Hope everything goes fine as time goes by*

我不够好。

孤单，形影不离，无所不在。

无论是多了谁，还是少了谁。

人，曾经年少过，曾经幼稚过 。

我无法控制他人的思想，更无法控制他人的自由发言权 。

我，无法让所有的人都满意。

我，无法让所有人都喜欢我。

我，无法让别人们都认同我。

我更不可能让每个人都懂得我，体谅我。

这样的结局是谁的错？

是黑是白，已不重要。

心，伤了就算。

累，掉了就算。

我，什么都算。

即使哪一天，再无人陪伴我走我向往的路。

我还是得勇敢的努力走下去。

我只能说，可能是我不够好。

所以只好，努力让自己变更好。:3

Live strong, life is cruel.

All we need is to look forward, forget bout the past, smile and walk away.

I committed myself into sixth form life.

I will be graduate soon, roughly 6 more months to go.

Honestly, I don't really score good on my subjects, not even my major.

Now, I started to worry. :(

I got lots of stuffs to do.

I got tonnes of books to read.

I got many people who surrounded me to take care with.

I got uncountable tests, quiz to sit for.

And the bloody hell thing is, I nearly forget how to breath.

I found my love, last year.

This is so surprised that, we are almost 5 months.

I love him, as much as out of your expectations.

I ain't the baby girl like what I was anymore.

Though, he's so important to me.

There are still some past tense that I couldn't get them off from my mind.

Maybe, I just can some to a conclusion that : 我其实很念旧。:)